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Here lies, Bella Stewart. Is she dead? Is it a decoy? Maybe she`s lost. In the woods. Ha!

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I wrote a new song. I don't want to share it all because it's LAME.:P Maybe some lines. :D

Why do you let me fall for you?
When you know I'm nobody special,
I have
never felt this way,
Is this love ahead?

I think of you and I
weaken,
It has left me sleepless nights,
Wondering if you'll love me
back.

---New song. Crazy Beautiful - Ashley Parker Angel.

I so can relate to it. : Ugh. I've never felt this way. x I just keep thinking of YOU. I miss YOU. : But it's too early, I can't have YOU. Why do I keep thinking of YOU when I know that we can't be together? It's just too early to say I LOVE YOU. :

Why do you do these things to me?

Why do you let me get attached to YOU?



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We went to a Christening Party a while ago. I forgot the baby's name but he's cute. x) I got to carry hiiiiiiiim. :O HAHA. He is the youngest baby I've ever braced in my arms. He's only about 2 months old. He's soooo smaaaaaall. x) HAHA. I love babies again. :) Because starting when my brothers came, I hated babies. Yeah, I admit it.:P I sorta generalized babies which IS wrong. Oh well, I LOVE BABIES! But only the behave ones that don't cry. :)) Impossible.:P

When I was holding the baby, there was a time that he'll try to reach my arms with his lips. Which means he's hungry. :D Of course, I don't let him do that. EEEWW! :)) I told my mom to call his mom, Tita Arlene. But she didn't come and the baby was really hungry. I was just there sitting. Then he became irritable, then his face got red and he cried. :)) I got all panicky. HAHAHA. Tita Arlene came and took him and then he stopped. Wow, He doesn't like me. :| When he was finally asleep, Tita Arlene made me take the baby because she said her arms are already aching. SO I DID. :> I was like carrying him for more than 15mins. Then Tita Arlene came again. She was looking for her baby. She thought that she left the baby with her Mom but then she remembered she left him to me. :)) If I was a kidnapper, her baby will probably get lost. Ano ba kasing nanay yun e! :)) Kidding, tita! :P

We left the party at 3:45pm and went to church at 4. And then when we got home, I went straight to the computer and totally forgot about HANNAH MONTANA. :O :(( I am so in trouble if a new episode showed today. Rawr. Stupid meeee. x|

I got to chat with my LAUGHINGITIS mate a while ago. Thanks for the help. :* It really made me feel better. But come to think of it, I don't know if he'll love me back. And I'm too young to enter into relationships like that. But we can't avoid it. I don't even know how to deal with it when it comes to saying it to your parents. Haaaar. I want to be a kid again. I don't like this teenage life now. I believe it'll get more complicated as time runs by. :<

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