Belated Happy Birthday Toni! (13th)
Yesterday was my sister's 11th birthday. There was no party here, because we have no maid. So anyway, while we were sitting on the dinning table, taking our lunch, my mom told me that we MIGHT have to ride on a school bus already. :O THAT IS A MAJOR 'OH NO'. I don't want to ride a school bus! Well, we used to before, but our experiences weren't good. I don't want to be bullied anymore! That feeling sucks. Just like being nailed down in the ground and it makes you feel so low. The one who used to bully us is still in AA and I can still see her around. I don't know if she already changed. IDC. :|
I told my mom that we can't, since I'm going for varsity and practices end at 6pm. And you know what she told me? Mom said that I can't go for varsity. :| (WHAAAAT?!?) If I'd really like to, I need to find someone to drop me home.
THE VOLLEYBALL VARSITY TEAM is the main reason why I stayed in Assumption. I like the team there. I like the Coach too!
Not being in (Vball)Varsity is like...UGH. Why do I see my dreams crashing down while I'm not even a step closer to it? I noticed that mom always does that. I mean, number one: When I asked for a guitar, she said that I have to earn for it and she even said that I don't know how to. Which is so UNTRUE. :| Number two: Last Monday, I was immitating the dance steps from some video in Youtube because it's really good. I was already dancing and she asked for her turn to use the PC, so I told her to wait and she said, it's JUST dancing. Just? It's not just dancing. The just word really hurt me. Being a great dancer like the PCD is also my dream. What now? She's like keeping me away from volleyball.
I know, I'm so shallow. But I really mean it. I want to persue my dreams. Read my profile.:P
This is what I did, I told daddy about it, when he was online. Hah! >:)
I love my daddy. He has always been so supportive of me, eventhough he's away. He was the one who bought an electric guitar for me.
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See? He totally believes in me. That is what I call SUPPORT. That is what I NEED. :)
I sound like a DADDY'S girl, don't I? That's what happens when I'm desperate for things. Sorry naman.:P
18th is drawing closer. I can't feel it. There's a part of me that's screaming, "I'm excited!". But then there's another side of me that dreads like the world's going to end. Yeah, I'm totally jumbled and mixed.
'YAY's of being a highschool:
1. We don't get to write in script anymore. (That's what the handbooks saaaays!)
2. It's the stage in our lives that we get to discover who our true friends are. (Can hurt. You know what I mean.:P)
3. We get to use binders. (Cheesy. HAHA!)
4. The Kapatiran. (I take it as a benefit. 'Cause we get to meet new friends, and I like that. Plus the fun you'll be having.)
5. We get really involved during the fair. (Uh, should I be happy? :/)
'ARGH's:
1. More subjects.
2. More subjects mean more responsiblities.
3. We stay in school longer.
4. Teachers are more Strict.
5. -This is open.- Suggestions? :))
Oh, which reminds me. I'm not yet done with Canal De La Reina. :|
I should end this already. I have some chores to make. :| HELP? :))
Yesterday was my sister's 11th birthday. There was no party here, because we have no maid. So anyway, while we were sitting on the dinning table, taking our lunch, my mom told me that we MIGHT have to ride on a school bus already. :O THAT IS A MAJOR 'OH NO'. I don't want to ride a school bus! Well, we used to before, but our experiences weren't good. I don't want to be bullied anymore! That feeling sucks. Just like being nailed down in the ground and it makes you feel so low. The one who used to bully us is still in AA and I can still see her around. I don't know if she already changed. IDC. :|
I told my mom that we can't, since I'm going for varsity and practices end at 6pm. And you know what she told me? Mom said that I can't go for varsity. :| (WHAAAAT?!?) If I'd really like to, I need to find someone to drop me home.
THE VOLLEYBALL VARSITY TEAM is the main reason why I stayed in Assumption. I like the team there. I like the Coach too!
Not being in (Vball)Varsity is like...UGH. Why do I see my dreams crashing down while I'm not even a step closer to it? I noticed that mom always does that. I mean, number one: When I asked for a guitar, she said that I have to earn for it and she even said that I don't know how to. Which is so UNTRUE. :| Number two: Last Monday, I was immitating the dance steps from some video in Youtube because it's really good. I was already dancing and she asked for her turn to use the PC, so I told her to wait and she said, it's JUST dancing. Just? It's not just dancing. The just word really hurt me. Being a great dancer like the PCD is also my dream. What now? She's like keeping me away from volleyball.
I know, I'm so shallow. But I really mean it. I want to persue my dreams. Read my profile.:P
This is what I did, I told daddy about it, when he was online. Hah! >:)
I love my daddy. He has always been so supportive of me, eventhough he's away. He was the one who bought an electric guitar for me.
-Click it to view larger-
See? He totally believes in me. That is what I call SUPPORT. That is what I NEED. :)
I sound like a DADDY'S girl, don't I? That's what happens when I'm desperate for things. Sorry naman.:P
18th is drawing closer. I can't feel it. There's a part of me that's screaming, "I'm excited!". But then there's another side of me that dreads like the world's going to end. Yeah, I'm totally jumbled and mixed.
'YAY's of being a highschool:
1. We don't get to write in script anymore. (That's what the handbooks saaaays!)
2. It's the stage in our lives that we get to discover who our true friends are. (Can hurt. You know what I mean.:P)
3. We get to use binders. (Cheesy. HAHA!)
4. The Kapatiran. (I take it as a benefit. 'Cause we get to meet new friends, and I like that. Plus the fun you'll be having.)
5. We get really involved during the fair. (Uh, should I be happy? :/)
'ARGH's:
1. More subjects.
2. More subjects mean more responsiblities.
3. We stay in school longer.
4. Teachers are more Strict.
5. -This is open.- Suggestions? :))
Oh, which reminds me. I'm not yet done with Canal De La Reina. :|
I should end this already. I have some chores to make. :| HELP? :))