I'm scared. My dad totally changed!
1. He can somehow manage his temper
2. He helps wash the dishes.
3. Dad doesn't smoke, neither drink anymore.
4. He buys whatever we want.
5. Dad donates to the orphanage more often.
All for the better. I should be happy for that, and Yes, I am. But isn't changing for the better and maintaining it all through out, is like, GETTING PREPARED TO DIE? Or You'll die soon.
DEMISE.
That's what i fear for. Not mine. But my loved ones'. Where will we go if dad will soon drop out? --drop out from his body.
I'm scared. I'm not ready for this.
CAN'T I JUST DIE BEFORE ANYONE ELSE?!
1. He can somehow manage his temper
2. He helps wash the dishes.
3. Dad doesn't smoke, neither drink anymore.
4. He buys whatever we want.
5. Dad donates to the orphanage more often.
All for the better. I should be happy for that, and Yes, I am. But isn't changing for the better and maintaining it all through out, is like, GETTING PREPARED TO DIE? Or You'll die soon.
DEMISE.
That's what i fear for. Not mine. But my loved ones'. Where will we go if dad will soon drop out? --drop out from his body.
I'm scared. I'm not ready for this.
CAN'T I JUST DIE BEFORE ANYONE ELSE?!
1. Life sucks for me.
2. I don't have a future in dancing
..neither in singing.
3. People refuse to be open with me. Maybe because they don't trust me. Am I not trustworthy enough?
4. People don't care. I feel like I'm invisible. Maybe life's better if I die.
5. Why do bad people always get what they want? What about the good people, or maybe the not-so-evil ones?
6. Why do I always feel left out?
7. Why am I so different?
8. Why do I feel like people hate me?
9. I thought I had the circle of real friends, until i found out that one of them is backstabbing me. Or are there more?
10. Why is it so hard to impress people?
11. Why do humans believe and judge exactly at the same time they see something?
12. Why is suicide a sin? I though we are the ones who control our lives..but why? :/
13. Why do I end up breaking people's hearts? Or are they the one breaking mine?
2. I don't have a future in dancing
..neither in singing.
3. People refuse to be open with me. Maybe because they don't trust me. Am I not trustworthy enough?
4. People don't care. I feel like I'm invisible. Maybe life's better if I die.
5. Why do bad people always get what they want? What about the good people, or maybe the not-so-evil ones?
6. Why do I always feel left out?
7. Why am I so different?
8. Why do I feel like people hate me?
9. I thought I had the circle of real friends, until i found out that one of them is backstabbing me. Or are there more?
10. Why is it so hard to impress people?
11. Why do humans believe and judge exactly at the same time they see something?
12. Why is suicide a sin? I though we are the ones who control our lives..but why? :/
13. Why do I end up breaking people's hearts? Or are they the one breaking mine?