I got emotional this morning. :D =))

Well, last night, I slept feeling bad.

~`Bout me, having INSOMNIA.
~someone..
~someone..
~someone..

HAHAHA. And something happened this morning. I REALLY REALLY REAAALLY got hurt.

For short, I went to school feeling Unloved? =))) And one person just 'boom-ed!' to me and i felt like she slapped me by her words and actions. I don't want to name her, for I'll surely hurt her. I don't want that to happen. I love her. ;] She's a great friend of mine. :D ..I just don't know if I'm one of her "great" friends.

So, when the go-back-to-your-seat-signal played, I sat on my spot. Then I had my "flashbacks", my chest tightened. I didn't know what to feel. I really wanted to cry but I can't. I felt like having a heart attack.

Right after:
ELLIE: Alex! *hands me a book*
ALEX: What's this? *didn't notice it was NEW MOON*
ELLIE: NEW MOON! :D
ALEX: WEH?! OHMYGOD! *cries*
ELLIE: *laughs* Pinahiram ko pa lang sayo yan ah, umiiyak ka na. *laughs*
ALEX: *laughs. Still crying*

It was pretty shallow for crying over a book, I know.

I really love you, ELLIE!

When I received New Moon these are the words that ran through my mind: "Somebody still loves you, Alex. After all the problems that have been giving you sleepless nights.. Somebody still cares."

I was crying the whole morning talk. I was praying to God. I think that was the most beautiful reflection Sister Irene gave. :D

It really hit me.


And just this very moment, I'm talking to people who really care for me. One sent me a song. :D God has his ways. :"> I love you Lord! *tears of joy* :'D

The song. :] Thanks JUSTIN! >:D<



- -Sorry for the typos and wrong grammars. I'm not really in the mood to post, now. :D

Here's the movie I was talkin' bout, EDWARD. :P

I LOVE IT! :"> :"> MOST faved movie eveeer! :))
Was able to watch this last year. :D

VIOLET LOOKS LIKE CZARIIIII. :| =)) -jealous-
~I <3 how the effects were done in this movie. UNBELIEVABLE. :O


Ze Trailer:



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