I never imagined that my summer would "roll" this way. I've had two misunderstandings with two different friends, who are very dear and close to me. I've already closed one case (Praise the Lord!), so far. But, I feel that THAT is not sufficient. I mean, who would want an enemy? I want a clean slate. I want to erase everything I drew on it and start off with a new one.
Have you ever told yourself that you won't make "people" enter your life, but you actually did? ..Life is complicated.
After experiencing being down in the dumps because of -DING!-, I told myself that I'm not up for love anymore. Being dragged by media, and this whole peer pressure hord is hard. But then, this fellow comes along.. and changes things. I asked myself, "Will I commit a sin if I like YOU for a while?"
No, it's not his looks that I'm after. It's hisheart personality. He helps me with almost everything. Boy trouble and whatnot.
I LOST MY DIARY!
HELP!
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Have you ever told yourself that you won't make "people" enter your life, but you actually did? ..Life is complicated.
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After experiencing being down in the dumps because of -DING!-, I told myself that I'm not up for love anymore. Being dragged by media, and this whole peer pressure hord is hard. But then, this fellow comes along.. and changes things. I asked myself, "Will I commit a sin if I like YOU for a while?"
No, it's not his looks that I'm after. It's his
It's hard to swallow the fact that you've already fallen for someone.
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I LOST MY DIARY!
HELP!
Yahoo!
Thanks to you, Yahoo!, I got blamed of parrying away from someone. Thanks to you, Yahoo!, now, someone's mad at me. Thanks to you, Yahoo!, we're having a misunderstanding.
YOU see, I'm not mad at you. I just gave you what you wanted to taste. Honestly, I got shocked when you suddenly asked the question if I'm mad at YOU. It was a very desultory question, actually. I told YOU that I wasn't, right? Yet you didn't believe me. Perhaps, you thought that I was keeping something.
The day when we last talked online, was the day I got on the internet again (after how many weeks or just days). Ask Ish! She got victimized too. Yahoo!'s Web messenger keeps me online, even though I am not. It's very irritating. And why am I using it, you may ask? Because dad uses the original Y!M and I'm not allowed to take him off the line due to business matters.
I think we don't have to apologize to each other. We just have to talk like we did before; the old ways. Now I'm feeling nostalgic, are you?
I guess this is the only space where I can tell YOU earnestly that
NO, I AM NOT MAD AT YOU. Why would I evade from you? You didn't do anything bad anyway. Stop worrying. And, oh, I miss you. I miss talking to you. I want to see you, honestly. I want to see how you're really doing. Chatting with you is not enough --words are often inadequate, you say.--
I hope you could share me your secrets someday!
Thanks to you, Yahoo!, I got blamed of parrying away from someone. Thanks to you, Yahoo!, now, someone's mad at me. Thanks to you, Yahoo!, we're having a misunderstanding.
YOU see, I'm not mad at you. I just gave you what you wanted to taste. Honestly, I got shocked when you suddenly asked the question if I'm mad at YOU. It was a very desultory question, actually. I told YOU that I wasn't, right? Yet you didn't believe me. Perhaps, you thought that I was keeping something.
The day when we last talked online, was the day I got on the internet again (after how many weeks or just days). Ask Ish! She got victimized too. Yahoo!'s Web messenger keeps me online, even though I am not. It's very irritating. And why am I using it, you may ask? Because dad uses the original Y!M and I'm not allowed to take him off the line due to business matters.
I think we don't have to apologize to each other. We just have to talk like we did before; the old ways. Now I'm feeling nostalgic, are you?
I guess this is the only space where I can tell YOU earnestly that
NO, I AM NOT MAD AT YOU. Why would I evade from you? You didn't do anything bad anyway. Stop worrying. And, oh, I miss you. I miss talking to you. I want to see you, honestly. I want to see how you're really doing. Chatting with you is not enough --words are often inadequate, you say.--
I hope you could share me your secrets someday!
A) Why is it hard to let go of things? Why is it hard to accept that they're only temporary? --Friends, loved ones, etc.
B) I just realized that the only people who would be there for you all the time is your family. Mom, Dad, siblings, cousins.
C) The "LOVE" you're experiencing from someone is just fake. They say it'll last forever. Sheesh! Nothing lasts forever! Staple that on your forehead!
D) Why are there times when you feel like you're falling for someone, then in between, you realize that you really don't?
E) Why do some people rush things? All of their reasons are irrational.
F) God has His own plan and His own time so all you have to do is wait.
G) People only notice you when you have something special. Say, good looks and money.
H) Humans learn slowly even if they have high IQ's.
I) It's hard to believe a person when you've already heard the opinion of another.
J) When you prefer to be alone, does that make you emo?
K) When you have your bangs up to your chin, does that make you emo?
L) When you're such a pessimist, does that make you emo?
M) When you cut yourself with a blade.. that makes you emo!
N) When you're white, does that make you beautiful and adored?
O) I'm black, so you should throw me away. -this is only for me-
P) People keep on condemning and criticizing others, that they don't know they're adding problems and burdens to the person they're gossiping about. They just keep on "yacking" there and don't even help him/her. Why don't they just do so they won't have someone to criticize?
ALEX = A FORLORN LIFE
B) I just realized that the only people who would be there for you all the time is your family. Mom, Dad, siblings, cousins.
C) The "LOVE" you're experiencing from someone is just fake. They say it'll last forever. Sheesh! Nothing lasts forever! Staple that on your forehead!
D) Why are there times when you feel like you're falling for someone, then in between, you realize that you really don't?
E) Why do some people rush things? All of their reasons are irrational.
F) God has His own plan and His own time so all you have to do is wait.
G) People only notice you when you have something special. Say, good looks and money.
H) Humans learn slowly even if they have high IQ's.
I) It's hard to believe a person when you've already heard the opinion of another.
J) When you prefer to be alone, does that make you emo?
K) When you have your bangs up to your chin, does that make you emo?
L) When you're such a pessimist, does that make you emo?
M) When you cut yourself with a blade.. that makes you emo!
N) When you're white, does that make you beautiful and adored?
O) I'm black, so you should throw me away. -this is only for me-
P) People keep on condemning and criticizing others, that they don't know they're adding problems and burdens to the person they're gossiping about. They just keep on "yacking" there and don't even help him/her. Why don't they just do so they won't have someone to criticize?