I was browsing my blog archives a while ago. Look at April 2007 (Just look, don't read). I used to post long blog entries! And they were all about being jocund, care-free.
What happened to me? Is this puberty?
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I'll try to do what I did before. But, please (Alex), with better grammar. :))
Okay. :D
Just now because I feel kind of hyper. :D :D :))
I'm almost done with my THE Scrapbook! 8D I just need to print the pictures and design that asldfkasdlf. :))
By the way, I haven't studied for the quarterly tests yet. :| I also need to do the drawing for Filipino, and 2 reflection papers for CLE/AK. I'm all piled up!
WHOOPER!
I've been awake for -counts-
...
22 HOURS! =))
What happened to me? Is this puberty?
**
I'll try to do what I did before. But, please (Alex), with better grammar. :))
Okay. :D
Just now because I feel kind of hyper. :D :D :))
I'm almost done with my THE Scrapbook! 8D I just need to print the pictures and design that asldfkasdlf. :))
By the way, I haven't studied for the quarterly tests yet. :| I also need to do the drawing for Filipino, and 2 reflection papers for CLE/AK. I'm all piled up!
WHOOPER!
I've been awake for -counts-
...
22 HOURS! =))
"His" Hug..
I was approaching him, but he saw me ahead so he stood up. And when I was next to him, he placed his arms around me, giving me a hug. In reaction, I just placed my arms on his shoulders, hugging him back. It was quick. It was sudden. I didn't know what it meant, but it made my body shiver. Was it "I miss you" or "Goodbye"?
I guess, it's the second one. :D
"His" Hug..
He knows that I need him. A shoulder, a comforting zone. I run to him know since the other "he" went away.
I receive his hugs often. Recess, Lunch..
But yesterday in the afternoon, IN FRONT OF MS. HERRERO, he hugged me again. I didn't know what to do because I was strapped in his arms and I can't let go. So I my placed my head on his shoulder and started to hyperventilate, my heart beat--faster. I felt the tears as they formed and swelled up in my eyes. But I chose to hide the emotions as soon as he placed my body back to its balance. I felt it, I really did.
A sudden rush of pain and depression that I couldn't exhale.
I was approaching him, but he saw me ahead so he stood up. And when I was next to him, he placed his arms around me, giving me a hug. In reaction, I just placed my arms on his shoulders, hugging him back. It was quick. It was sudden. I didn't know what it meant, but it made my body shiver. Was it "I miss you" or "Goodbye"?
I guess, it's the second one. :D
"His" Hug..
He knows that I need him. A shoulder, a comforting zone. I run to him know since the other "he" went away.
I receive his hugs often. Recess, Lunch..
But yesterday in the afternoon, IN FRONT OF MS. HERRERO, he hugged me again. I didn't know what to do because I was strapped in his arms and I can't let go. So I my placed my head on his shoulder and started to hyperventilate, my heart beat--faster. I felt the tears as they formed and swelled up in my eyes. But I chose to hide the emotions as soon as he placed my body back to its balance. I felt it, I really did.
A sudden rush of pain and depression that I couldn't exhale.
I'm still catching my breath from all the running. Sometimes I suffocate and just cry along the way. But crying doesn't do anything, so I try to put myself back and find a happy place. Then I continue to battle.
Sometimes I pretend to be someone else, but that doesn't make me feel better either. I try to show my ego, but that doesn't help since I scare people away. Of course, I don't want that.
Now tell me. Who should I be?
People don't take me as ME.
No, maybe, I just don't know who I really am.
Sometimes I pretend to be someone else, but that doesn't make me feel better either. I try to show my ego, but that doesn't help since I scare people away. Of course, I don't want that.
Now tell me. Who should I be?
People don't take me as ME.
No, maybe, I just don't know who I really am.