Stupidity.
Have you ever felt like you wanted to confess something but you can't because you know it's not worth everything both of what you've been through? You feel like he/she likes you back but you just can't take the risk. Here you are, actually waiting for her/him to tell you that he/she likes you. You wait a little more, but still nothing comes up. You wonder what's wrong, what's taking so long. You try to be patient. Yet, still nothing. You try to analyze. -Never satisfied- Is it because you're holding on while he/she's really not? He/She's looking at someone else. All the while, you thought it was you. You expect too much. You assume. Are you sure where you're getting at? You are confused. You don't know what to do. You are dragged by your heart. You are dragged by the horde. You suddenly think that you've changed, that you do not recognize who you've become anymore. Who do you really want to be? A variety of questions spring up. You do not know how to answer them one at a time. But one thought was still alive. You still like her. That's all you cared about. You just went back to square one.
What if you just told her? No. Everything will change.
Have you ever felt like you wanted to confess something but you can't because you know it's not worth everything both of what you've been through? You feel like he/she likes you back but you just can't take the risk. Here you are, actually waiting for her/him to tell you that he/she likes you. You wait a little more, but still nothing comes up. You wonder what's wrong, what's taking so long. You try to be patient. Yet, still nothing. You try to analyze. -Never satisfied- Is it because you're holding on while he/she's really not? He/She's looking at someone else. All the while, you thought it was you. You expect too much. You assume. Are you sure where you're getting at? You are confused. You don't know what to do. You are dragged by your heart. You are dragged by the horde. You suddenly think that you've changed, that you do not recognize who you've become anymore. Who do you really want to be? A variety of questions spring up. You do not know how to answer them one at a time. But one thought was still alive. You still like her. That's all you cared about. You just went back to square one.
What if you just told her? No. Everything will change.