Less Hope For the Romantic

Friday, December 26, 2008

It's been a while since I last visited Aly & Aj's site. And I think the change was shebanging! :D LOL. Both Aly and AJ Michalka have blogs! Isn't that cool? I joined the site (Thank goodness there was no need for payments!). All I am waiting for now is the activation email. -Happy dance-

I am also planning to ~~rip off~~ imitate the color codes of their site because black and gold make a good combination. (Who knows it isn't?)

Prepare for some awesomeness!

Ishallcomebackandeditinawhile.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Hello, everyone!

I actually feel pathetic for opening this again. But I had to so I could greet each one a..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Then again, I am left with clues, hints, puzzle pieces--beyond my logic and comprehension--.

It shot me. But I had to pretend that I was not hit; a little smile did it.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Music: Get Back - Demi Lovato

I watched Another Cinderella Story last Monday. It was my first to see that film and I found it very cool. :D

Selena Gomez. Selena Gomez. Selena Gomez.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

I am trying to spare myself from stress. Actually, I am not trying nor doing it. I am just saying it. It's hard to place both of my feet back on the ground, after a week of doing non-school related things. I've seen a closet full of homework. Heavy ones, mind you. I congratulate everyone for surviving this week! I believe it's been bloody. It's my turn now. Too bad I can't say, "skip" or "miss a turn," like in board games.

OH. THE. PRESSURE.

Asian Fest, Investigatory Project, Bio Test, AP Long Quiz, Stat MQT, CLE homework, Englist MQT and speech, Filipino homework, etc. I already feel tired just by looking at it!

And there is still WBL.

Hello, soul.

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Hello! I am back once more! :D I think I am happy now. :D :'DD xDD Double D's rock! \m/ x'DD

I just want to say..

JACOB BLACK, JASPER HALE, ALICE CULLEN && COLLEEN AFRICA:

GIVE ME YOUR CHRISTMAS WISHLIST!

And I mean, NOW. :)) :)) Ahaha. :D

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Friday, December 5, 2008

The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know i'm alive but i feel like i've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made
I try to keep warm but i just grow colder
I feel like i'm slipping away

After all this has passed, i still will remain
After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,
Someday i'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best i can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though i can't understand why this happened
I know that i will when i look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

After all this has passed, i still will remain
After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,
Someday i'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Here i am, at the end of me
Tryin to hold to what i can't see
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to Your promise
There will be a dawn

After all this has passed, i still will remain
After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,
Someday i'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

There is no use.

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I'm tired of playing the "good" role.