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Here lies, Bella Stewart. Is she dead? Is it a decoy? Maybe she`s lost. In the woods. Ha!

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Saturday, January 17, 2009
Relax. Close your eyes, start counting.
Fall into unconsciousness. Feel the pleasure to be numb.


DEJA VU.


Friday, January 9, 2009
Em.. -laughs hard-

What is wrong with.. you? =)) =)) K. K. :-j :)) I tracked back some posts, and I have been thinking. I should go back to writing like that. Like my post for December 2007. :D Ahaha. :D And by the way, checking out older posts ISN'T a good idea. Ohohoho nohoho. =)) :| K. :| :))
I am going to move to another link someday so my history won't haunt me. And you. Yes, you. Because the way I spelled words and used English before.. MAN! Two words: Incredibly disturbing.


Say, "Bang!"


This week has been a drag. A drug. -whutt- Someone write a plot. And center it on how to annihilate school! Ahahaha. How I wish.

I should really be conscious with the tenses I use. Agree?


Let me share a sentiment with you. :D (Because the other sentences above aren't, according to Yelena -quarantined!-)

Reading other people's minds. I wouldn't want that anymore. I wouldn't wish for it, if I had a chance to have superpowers. I mean, come on, what will I hear when people see me? Full of anger, hatred, critisizm. Right? Say yes! D:


When I am downcast, I write bad. When I am happy, I write worst.

I made a new name. Ahahaha.

LEA AUFF.


Get it?

You: -scratches head- What's she saying? Heh.

Zommeflagganah. Lea. Pronounced as L-e-e. Like Lea Perins. Auff should be read as "off."

LAY OFF.

Man. :| :))


I tried what Jasper did! Hehehe. :D Thank you for putting up the site. It's neat like ZOMMEFLAGGANNAH! :)) This thing is great for profiles. Teeheehee. Just saying. :D -hides-

1. When Yelena answers the phone, she just says "Go." This is not permission for you to begin speaking, it is your cue to start running for your life.

2. Yelena's tears cure cancer. Too bad she has never cried. Ever.

3. Yelena once shot down a German fighter plane with her finger, by yelling, "Bang!"
I laughed like, "Nyehehehe" when I read this. :)) =)) =)) lmao! \m/

4. There is endless debate about the existence of the human soul. Well it does exist, and Yelena finds it delicious.

5. Yelena's calendar goes straight from March 31st to April 2nd; no one fools Yelena.

6. Yelena doesn't throw up if she drinks too much. Yelena throws down!

7. The best part of waking up, is not Folgers in your cup, but knowing that Yelena didn't kill you in your sleep.

8. Archeologists unearthed an old english dictionary dating back to the year 1236. It defined "victim" as "one who has encountered Yelena"

9. One time, Yelena accidentally stubbed her toe. It destroyed the entire state of Ohio.

10. Yelena doesn't have blood. She is filled with magma.
Oh. @-) I am Lava Girl then. @-) But, of course, magma is different from lava. :D :))


Thursday, January 1, 2009
There isn't much to write about, is there?

The marker keeps on blinking, taunting her to come up with something interesting, almost showing its impatience (if it were to be animated). With its consistent beat, like ones own heart, adrenaline starts to rise and take over--along with confusion and irrationality--. She stares. It pounds, getting back at her. One hand resting on the keyboard.. idle fingers. She cannot dare stare at the marker, inexplicably stabbing her very core.


SHUT UP.


"Elevate your tone," she says to herself.

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Silence. A bothering routine.


It is irrevocable to click the little red box when you know there isn't much use and purpose; w h y I am here.

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It is officially, the start of another year. C h a n g e. That word doesn't sound so bad, does it? No more resolutions, she gets sick of them by the second. It just pains her to browse at, once more, what she cannot be. Specifically obscure.

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When you're alone, there is relief. But on some thought (to ponder on), there is longing. There is silence. There is consciousness.

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I cannot keep my head from the what if's.

1. What if I was white?
2. What if I was tall?
3. What if I was in Aly or AJ's place?
4. What if I was an only child?
5. What if..

--what?
6. What if I had your brain?
7. What if I was as smart as you?
8. What if I was skinny?
9. What if I had blue eyes and blonde hair?
10. What if I could predict and read people's minds?
11. What if I was invisible?
12. What if I was dead?



READ THIS ALOUD, WITH CORRECT PAUSE, BREATHING AND TONE.

HA HA !

HNY !

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